I will never get back the person that I once was…

I know now that I am someone that you never really loved…

In your world I can see that I never really did exist…

I wasn’t even a shadow of any real bliss…

I weep and I cry…

And I just pray for painful beats of my heart to die…

My world without you; not a singular bird can fly…

Even the, once beautiful, eagles cry…

In your absence, even their majesty is a lie…

Your words linger like heavy lead…

Consistently replaying sweet words in my head…

Gullible was I, to believe the what I was fed…

“I want this forever…” you said with a stutter…

“I love you…” you said with a winded flutter…

My ears and my heart can not erase them…

Nor can your lips un-say them…

Only God can set me free now that…