I needed a proper farewell and a beautiful Hope Winter song..


I needed a proper farewell…

Was a cold Germany December night in 1978 and I called you my sweet Sheena.
I remember your mother told me. Didn’t you do enough?
I remember you took the phone and you asked me, was I okay?
You told me. I heard you got sick and I hope you are doing alright?
I told dear Sheena, I am so sorry for breaking your heart.
In the end, the karma of our goodbye,
broke me. I loved you and I didn’t deserve a  kind and beautiful woman, like you.
She held silence for a few seconds and she whispered. Sometime love isn’t enough Johnnie.
You loved the booze, the song and the dance. We were just butterflies in the wind.
Hoping and dreaming.
I told her. I wanted a proper goodbye and I wanted you to know.
You are my biggest regret and I pray you find someone to love and treat you right.
Her voice become more sweet/ kind and she whispered. We had Spring and we held Summer.
Now we must know goodbye. Please drink less, please find something you can love.
If you need a friend. You can call me.
I told her. Thank you dear Sheena. 
Coyote