I called your name…

I called your name..

Beautiful lady is weeping for me. I departed for unknown destination and I didn’t know. The first tears will take us to weighted down memories and places, amidst lonely descended wants and needs.

She told me. I was mad with anger. You joined a war and would forget promises made to me. I would forget her face.

I didn’t know. Her first tears and last tears for me would mark me forever. Leave me with agonizing  grief, that would be learned when I returned home from my wars. Learning her bleeding heart found someone who would stay with her and entwine their two lives together.

I knew I soiled a sweet love. I had captive a sweet woman and left her for the gamble of war and the highway. She told me once. True love leave two people with the oneness in heart and mind. I love you so and I believe you love the wine and song more then me.

Dear woman knew.  I wanted the wine and song. I drink till I’m not drunk and I walk to the deep sea.

I called your name to the Goddess of the night and I knew. You would not come.
                      Coyote/John Castellenas