It is cut and dried..


It is cut and dried.

A Poem by Coyote Poetry

" Old words still mean the same. "

                    It is cut and dried…

Old man sitting at the Old Fox tavern.
Drinking his rum and coke, rolling a Silver Star medal in his hand.
The Silver Star given to him for killing many in forgotten war.
He knew the Army appeased him with this token keepsake.
He put the medal on the table and
drank down the last sip of his drink.
He ordered another rum and coke.

I sat with my father.
He gave me a smile of welcome and ordered me a beer.
He was only forty and his anger driven him to kill often in the civilian world.
He pay his due in prison for manslaughter in self-defense.

He told me.
“It cut and dried son. A old Ojibwa/Mexican had no chance.
I was a residual of a man who only skill was to kill for a government who
consume the poor youth for the profit of war. I have toil for many years.
People looked at me with fear. I was a imperfect beast create by poverty and war.”

I had joined the military like my father.
I was a poor kid with no place to go.

I saw the struggle and disappointment in his eyes.
War is fought by the poor people for the rich man gain.

My father smile and told me. “No benefit to swim in old thoughts.

Disgrace memories are the curse of a silver star. I need more rum my son.
I was bold and daring once and I volunteered for war. I killed many in the Korean war.
Left brothers in unmarked graves forgotten. It is okay son. Cut and dried son, there is no good
ending for a drunk Ojibwa man with no place to go.”

I sat many night waiting for my father to request to go home.
I learn later. Many men from the Vietnam and Korean war era tried to drink themselves to death.

There are many murals of men who fought and died together.
Men who were serenaded song of war and glory by a heartless government.
I believe many more died at home than the battlefield.
Agent orange and the chaos of war cursed their vision to focus on real life.

My father told me often. ” Don’t allow anyone to look down at you. Get education and show
the world you are their equal and more. Too many had died for you to accept shit from anyone.”

In the end. My father was killed by the booze and the memory of war.
I drink the long Island ice teas and I roll my father’s two silver stars.
I pray he found peace in death.
     Coyote