Time changes everything
December 23, 2021 6:46 pm
A Poem by Coyote PoetryTime changes everything
Your name came to me in the midnight hour. Brought back the canvas of your perfect body, kind smile and your beautiful face. Your name, Fabiola. Made me wish and want for the things I could not have.
I taught you how to drive on the California highway one in the Winter of 1992 and I remember you holding my hand tightly and your eyes filled with excitement and so content with the feel of the car and the road.
You knew I loved you from the first time I saw you. I would create places and time for us to talk. You told me often. You don’t want me. I’m damaged and afraid. I’m waiting for something gone and cannot love.
Love find places in secret valleys and hidden places. Locked doors open for a secret seconds. We went to Big Surf often. I would sing your name and song to make you laugh and smile. You wanted to forget and to laugh.
Fabiola, Fabiola, Fabiola. My beloved. Let drink wine at the River Inn and dance freely upon the Big Sur sand.
I brought a sleeping bag and you held me tightly watching the sun fall into the west at the Big Sur beach. You whispered to me. Now nothing remains the same. When love turned to a wild storm than fall back to quiet stream. The body yearn for more.
We took many field trips and I made her dance and sing with.
My dear Fabiola, I left her in the Summer of 1994. She did find love and I have my portraits of a beautiful woman with dark brown eyes who made me dream of a wild and free love. I learn love is not fair.
Need two people with the same needs.
John Castellenas/Coyote
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By thereluctantpoet on December 24, 2021 at 12:19 pm
Thank you my kind friend and Merry Christmas.
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By johncoyote on December 24, 2021 at 4:49 pm
Hope you had a Great Christmas, John!!
Always a pleasure to read and share your posts with followers, John!! Have a great day!
😊👍✨✨🎉
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By thereluctantpoet on December 26, 2021 at 3:16 pm
I hope you are doing well and I hope you enjoyed the days of Christmas.
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By johncoyote on December 26, 2021 at 3:24 pm
M’hhh… can I ask you, Johnnie… i believe of course as you said that these writings emerge from experience, but… did you have a lifetime spouse and did you find her very attractive for long? Hope no offense taken.
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By Lamittan Minsah on December 23, 2021 at 8:48 pm
I do. Four children, five grandchildren. I did find a kind lady. Took 36 years Lamittan.
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By johncoyote on December 24, 2021 at 8:32 am
O wow, wonderful! It’s good to know that you finally did. Love life is temporary, family is long-term, my deceased father would often tell us. Such an amazing you are, one then worth learning from!!
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By Lamittan Minsah on December 24, 2021 at 11:38 am
Thank you Lamittan.
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By johncoyote on December 24, 2021 at 11:52 am
Most welcome 🤝
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By Lamittan Minsah on December 24, 2021 at 11:53 am
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By Lamittan Minsah on December 24, 2021 at 12:03 pm